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*THE CODE OF LOVE
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Hi love!,
I’ve been thinking a lot about us lately, and gusto ko lang sabihin how grateful I am for everything. Sobrang dami na nating napagdaanan, and through all of it, ikaw pa rin yung pinipili ko, kahit na minsan it’s hard to find the right words to express how I feel. Alam mo, love, one of the things I’ve always admired about you is your honesty, even when it hurts. I know it wasn’t easy for you to admit what happened—yung pag-hide mo ng certain things from me, and yes, love, it felt like a betrayal, like cheating on the trust we built. I won’t lie—when you told me, it broke me in ways I can’t explain. Parang ang bigat sa dibdib, naisip ko bakit mo kinailangan itago yun. Parang nawala ako for a moment, wondering what went wrong, kung may kulang ba sa akin o sa atin.
// I LOVE YOU BEBE!
But at the same time, I want to say thank you. Kasi kahit na masakit, you still chose to be honest with me in the end. You didn’t let it linger, you didn’t keep it from me forever, and for that, I’m thankful. It takes so much courage to come clean, especially knowing it could hurt me. Pero love, I would rather know the truth, no matter how painful, than be kept in the dark. And you gave me that truth.
//
It wasn’t easy, love, and until now, I’m still healing from it. But I’m not writing this message to focus on the pain or to remind us of the hurt. I’m writing this because I want to tell you how much I appreciate you for being brave enough to tell me the truth. That honesty, kahit na it caused me pain, is still something I value. It shows that you care enough about what we have to not keep things hidden forever.
I know we’re not perfect—both of us have our flaws, and we make mistakes. But through all of it, I choose to see the good in us. I choose to see the love that still exists, the memories we’ve built, and the future we’re still building together. It’s not easy, love, but I’m here, and I’m willing to stay and fight for us.
And love, there’s something I want to be honest with too—about why I felt bad earlier. It’s not just because of what we’ve been through, but also because of these uncertain things in my mind. Gusto kita makasama, but sometimes it feels like ayaw mo. I’ve been trying to figure it out, and maybe that’s why my body reacted the way it did. Feeling ko lang, parang may distance between us, and it’s making me sad.
There’s also something I want to say, pero I don’t know if it sounds silly, but I’ll say it anyway. I felt awkward earlier when I saw the t-shirt you were wearing in the game. It made me feel uncomfortable, like somehow, I was the one you were saying was "ugly." I know it’s probably not what you meant, pero it just hit me in a weird way. It made me think if maybe you’re seeing me that way. If ever yun talaga yung iniisip mo, sana you can tell me, love. I’d rather hear it straight from you than second-guessing. I’m not angry or anything, it just made me feel like you were distancing yourself from me, and that’s what hurts.
Kasi love, I care so much about us. I don’t want to lose what we have. But sometimes, when things like that happen, it feels like we’re drifting apart. And that’s why I’m telling you how I feel, kasi I want to close that gap and be closer to you, not farther.;
// Sorry po :((
Every relationship has its storms, and I guess this is ours. But what’s important to me is that we’re still standing, kahit pa minsan we feel weak. We’re still choosing each other, and that’s something to be proud of. You might have made a mistake, love, but you owned up to it, and that means a lot more to me than pretending everything is perfect. Kasi reality is, no relationship is perfect. And that’s okay.
Ang hirap minsan, love, pero sa mga moments na ganito, naalala ko lang why I fell in love with you in the first place. It’s because I know na even through the tough times, we can make it through together. Kahit na minsan magulo, kahit na may pain, I still believe in us. And I hope you do, too.
Thank you for being honest, love. Thank you for trusting me with the truth, kahit na it hurt. Thank you for allowing me to process my feelings and giving me the space to heal. And most of all, thank you for staying, for choosing us, even when things got messy. ;
I’m not saying everything is suddenly okay, but I believe we’ll be okay. We’ll keep working on us, love, kasi we’re worth it. What we have is worth fighting for, and I want to keep choosing you every single day.
I hope you know how much I appreciate you, kahit na may mga times na things feel uncertain. And I hope you know that, despite the pain, I still see a future with you. We’ll make it through this, love. I believe in us.
*THE CODE OF LOVE
*/
Hi love!,
I’ve been thinking a lot about us lately, and gusto ko lang sabihin how grateful I am for everything. Sobrang dami na nating napagdaanan, and through all of it, ikaw pa rin yung pinipili ko, kahit na minsan it’s hard to find the right words to express how I feel. Alam mo, love, one of the things I’ve always admired about you is your honesty, even when it hurts. I know it wasn’t easy for you to admit what happened—yung pag-hide mo ng certain things from me, and yes, love, it felt like a betrayal, like cheating on the trust we built. I won’t lie—when you told me, it broke me in ways I can’t explain. Parang ang bigat sa dibdib, naisip ko bakit mo kinailangan itago yun. Parang nawala ako for a moment, wondering what went wrong, kung may kulang ba sa akin o sa atin.
// I LOVE YOU BEBE!
But at the same time, I want to say thank you. Kasi kahit na masakit, you still chose to be honest with me in the end. You didn’t let it linger, you didn’t keep it from me forever, and for that, I’m thankful. It takes so much courage to come clean, especially knowing it could hurt me. Pero love, I would rather know the truth, no matter how painful, than be kept in the dark. And you gave me that truth.
//
It wasn’t easy, love, and until now, I’m still healing from it. But I’m not writing this message to focus on the pain or to remind us of the hurt. I’m writing this because I want to tell you how much I appreciate you for being brave enough to tell me the truth. That honesty, kahit na it caused me pain, is still something I value. It shows that you care enough about what we have to not keep things hidden forever.
I know we’re not perfect—both of us have our flaws, and we make mistakes. But through all of it, I choose to see the good in us. I choose to see the love that still exists, the memories we’ve built, and the future we’re still building together. It’s not easy, love, but I’m here, and I’m willing to stay and fight for us.
And love, there’s something I want to be honest with too—about why I felt bad earlier. It’s not just because of what we’ve been through, but also because of these uncertain things in my mind. Gusto kita makasama, but sometimes it feels like ayaw mo. I’ve been trying to figure it out, and maybe that’s why my body reacted the way it did. Feeling ko lang, parang may distance between us, and it’s making me sad.
There’s also something I want to say, pero I don’t know if it sounds silly, but I’ll say it anyway. I felt awkward earlier when I saw the t-shirt you were wearing in the game. It made me feel uncomfortable, like somehow, I was the one you were saying was "ugly." I know it’s probably not what you meant, pero it just hit me in a weird way. It made me think if maybe you’re seeing me that way. If ever yun talaga yung iniisip mo, sana you can tell me, love. I’d rather hear it straight from you than second-guessing. I’m not angry or anything, it just made me feel like you were distancing yourself from me, and that’s what hurts.
Kasi love, I care so much about us. I don’t want to lose what we have. But sometimes, when things like that happen, it feels like we’re drifting apart. And that’s why I’m telling you how I feel, kasi I want to close that gap and be closer to you, not farther.;
// Sorry po :((
Every relationship has its storms, and I guess this is ours. But what’s important to me is that we’re still standing, kahit pa minsan we feel weak. We’re still choosing each other, and that’s something to be proud of. You might have made a mistake, love, but you owned up to it, and that means a lot more to me than pretending everything is perfect. Kasi reality is, no relationship is perfect. And that’s okay.
Ang hirap minsan, love, pero sa mga moments na ganito, naalala ko lang why I fell in love with you in the first place. It’s because I know na even through the tough times, we can make it through together. Kahit na minsan magulo, kahit na may pain, I still believe in us. And I hope you do, too.
Thank you for being honest, love. Thank you for trusting me with the truth, kahit na it hurt. Thank you for allowing me to process my feelings and giving me the space to heal. And most of all, thank you for staying, for choosing us, even when things got messy. ;
I’m not saying everything is suddenly okay, but I believe we’ll be okay. We’ll keep working on us, love, kasi we’re worth it. What we have is worth fighting for, and I want to keep choosing you every single day.
I hope you know how much I appreciate you, kahit na may mga times na things feel uncertain. And I hope you know that, despite the pain, I still see a future with you. We’ll make it through this, love. I believe in us.
Our Journey Together
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
- Java Jay Bartolome